1. Make it through school: It's no secret that I hate school. Not just dislike, but hate. I hate the conformity, the same-shit-different-day stuff, the dull classes, the easy classes, the hard classes, the doing-stuff-I-don't-care-about, etc., etc.
2. Write poetry: I haven't written in a while...and by a while I mean months. If I plan on being a writer professionally, I need to get back on track working diligently on my art.
3. Add more healthy fats: Unfortunately, as well as I've been doing otherwise, my meal plan has not been attended to 100% within the past few weeks. However, I am prepared with pre-portioned packages of cream cheese, nut butters, guacamole, hummus, and cheese to fulfill my requirements and maintain/gain weight.
4. Cherish the present: I am very future-focused right now: college, career, life. I want to enjoy each moment rather than believing that happiness will come to me once I'm in better circumstances.
What are your goals for the next few weeks?
Wow Kirsten, this post and the one before it (Risk Taking) surprised me a lot. For the sole reason that it sounds like I just read my own diary back to myself. Seriously we think very very similarly. I like reading your blogs =]
ReplyDeleteI share a lot of the same views as you. I flat-out despise school. I hate stereotypes, judges, and in my personal opinion, there is nothing worse than lunch time. On B days, I don't even have any friends in my lunch, and wandering around aimlessly in search of a table sometimes leaves me in tears in the bathroom, with my lunch. Yay. The one thing I DO like about school is art class. I can zone out everything else, and just pour my heart into something beautiful. I would definitely say to work on poetry more. Everyone needs an outlet or two. =D
ReplyDeleteUgh and I really need to stop being so future focused too. My life is all about college and AP Tests and Scholarships and my mother telling me that RUNNING RUNNING RUNNING is the only way I'm going to get money for a school and all that crap and I hate it. It is stressing me out. We both need to learn to savor each moment. That's like my dream...do be so mentally at peace that every moment of my life seems beautiful to me, because I am alive, and because I am free to be myself.
It is possible --- and one day we will both be there. Even though your whole life is ahead of you, you are still alive right now. Don't just survive -- LIVE.
♥Alexandra